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What I shoulda said

Never shows his face

the numbers

bpm
136
key
F# major
energy
0.76
dance
0.95
valence
0.52
vocal at
5.6s
length
2:14
language
En

lyrics

I wrote it on receipt paper, folded in my glovebox by the wheel

At two in the morning, pacing circles in the kitchen by the steel

You never said the line I braced for, just your keys on the tray

I practiced in the bathroom mirror till my jaw locked gray

Thumb on the page, heart in my throat

Mouth full of smoke, still I wouldn't let it go

I had the words lined up neat

Then you came home and killed the beat

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said

I kept your voice in my head while the dryer shook the floor

Wore out the same two shoes on the tile by the back door

Your coffee cup stayed in the sink, ring mark brown and wide

I had my whole speech ready, but I let it slide

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said

Now the note's in my jacket, wrinkled stiff from the rain

By the gas station pump, I rehearse it again

You drove off past the parking lot, I watched the taillights fade

And every perfect hard-word line just stayed where I made it

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said

What I shoulda said
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