THINGS I DID NOT SAY IN ELEVEN MONTHS

style

• melodic doom
• gothic pop
• heavy detuned guitars
• cello
• male bass-baritone
• mournful and vast
• slow crushing groove
• cinematic
• finnish accent
• heavy

the numbers

bpm

136

key

D# minor

energy

0.75

dance

0.95

valence

0.44

vocal at

6.4s

length

4:47

language

Fi

lyrics

(eleven months)

That the snare was wrong in the second bar and I knew it in April
That the room sounded better before we treated it
That I have been happier here than anywhere in my life

Things I did not say
And nobody could have known

That when he asked if I wanted out I nearly could not speak
Not from anger. From the shock of being read that badly.
Eleven years of orchestras teaches you to be furniture

Things I did not say
And nobody could have known

That silence is not neutral, which I have known since I was twelve
That it is read as unhappiness by every person who is not me
That I have cost people things by being restful to be near

Things I did not say
And nobody could have known
Things I did not say
And I am forty-one and starting now

(starting now...)