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Grant Mbeki

The Widow

Plays a horn that belonged to a man he never met and feels responsible for it

style

  • afro jazz
  • cape jazz
  • saxophone lead
  • upright bass
  • male baritone
  • smooth and conversational
  • live band
  • sophisticated groove
  • south african accent
  • unaccompanied saxophone solo

the numbers

bpm
123
key
A# major
energy
0.72
dance
0.92
valence
0.48
vocal at
0.5s
length
3:46
language
En

lyrics

(instrumental, smooth)

She gave the horn to my teacher in nineteen eighty-four
Did not want money, did not want it in a museum
Said "give it to someone who will use it badly at first"
(badly at first)
Which is the wisest instruction anyone has given about anything

I used it very badly for two years (for two years)
Exactly as specified. I was following orders.

The widow
(the widow)
She understood that an instrument is a verb
The widow
And she gave it away instead of keeping him

I found her name in a records office in 2021
She died in ninety-nine. Nobody told my teacher.
Nobody tells anybody anything in this country, that's the wound
(that's the wound)
Whole lives ending unannounced in adjacent postcodes

(solo sax, 8 bars)
This is for her. Not for him. For her.
She's the one who made the decision.
(band returns, gently)

The widow
(the widow)
She understood that an instrument is a verb
The widow
And she gave it away instead of keeping him

(the widow...)
The Widow — Grant Mbeki · FERAL