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Marisol Vega

Still in the drawer

Grew up between two flags and claims neither

the numbers

bpm
96
key
G# major
energy
0.71
dance
0.93
valence
0.50
vocal at
6.3s
length
3:06
language
Sp

lyrics

At 7:14, I folded that page

Left it by the lamp in a chipped green tray

San Antonio rain tapped soft on the panes

By dawn, that white envelope still had my name

I sealed it up tight with a dime-store line

Left no return, just your Zip code in mine

Now every time I reach for that drawer

My hand hits the wood and I want more

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Yellow legal pad, crease down the middle

Your mama's old prayer card tucked in the middle

I wrote out the truth in a plain blue pen

Then folded my heart and shut it again

It sits by the keys and the loose change bowl

Next to a plug and a faded church roll

I told myself, "mañana, I'll send"

But manana kept breaking my hand

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Last Friday night, I pulled it out slow

Read every sharp line in the TV glow

One coffee ring, one tear, one bend

And I put it back where the cedar ends

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer
Still in the drawer — Marisol Vega · FERAL