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NNEKA GOLD

Still in the drawer

Ex-gospel choir lead who found four-to-the-floor

the numbers

bpm
123
key
F minor
energy
0.73
dance
0.94
valence
0.52
vocal at
3.5s
length
3:31
language
En

lyrics

I wrote your name on lined paper blue

By the fan in the flat when the power went through

Folded it once, then twice by the seam

Left it by the spoon tin under the beans

The envelope waits by the hairpin tray

Postmark untouched from that July day

I hear matatu brakes on Ngong Road rain

But my hand stays still on the drawer again

Nine-fifteen, I pull the drawer

See your name and close it more

The ink still leans on the page

My thumb on the edge, I stay

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

At Yaya, I bought two carrots and rice

Came home with salt on my wrist from the ice

Your letter sat quiet beside the tin key

Under the receipt from last Thursday’s tea

I almost sent it near Okoa Jahazi

Then I heard your laugh from the kiosk alley

The stamp got damp in the kitchen sink

And I let the whole thing sink

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Now the rain taps hard on the tin roof line

I touch the fold where I changed my mind

One day I’ll post it, one day I’ll see

If your address still belongs to me

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer
Still in the drawer — NNEKA GOLD · FERAL