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RIOT SEASON

Still in the drawer

Played to eleven people for six years and then to eleven thousand in one summer

the numbers

bpm
136
key
A# major
energy
0.72
dance
0.94
valence
0.52
vocal at
1.3s
length
3:31
language
En

lyrics

There’s a brown envelope

In the top drawer by the socks

Postmark from Hebden Bridge

Faded round the folds and knocks

I wrote it at the back door

With rain on the kitchen glass

Your name leaned hard in blue ink

And I left it where it’d pass

Every time I pull that drawer

The paper smells like glue

My thumb finds the torn corner

And the words come back to you

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Monday at the sorting office

I watched the van roll by

Then I took the long way home

Past the chip shop and the post box light

Now the biscuit tin’s got receipts

Bus tickets, old keys, and change

But your letter stays face-down

Like it knows my name

Every time I pull that drawer

The paper smells like glue

My thumb finds the torn corner

And the words come back to you

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

If I send it now, it lands

On a table by the tea

If I keep it, it turns to dust

Right here with me

The stamp’s stuck to the envelope

The flap has gone soft at the seam

I stand there with the drawer half-open

And the room holds its breath for me

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer