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Tunde Bakare

Still in the drawer

Studied engineering and dropped out one term short; raps about the maths of getting out

the numbers

bpm
112
key
F minor
energy
0.72
dance
0.85
valence
0.42
vocal at
6.5s
length
2:12
language
En

lyrics

Blue envelope, bent at the crease

Under old payslips, tucked in the sleeve

Mum’s bread bin hums in the kitchen heat

Your name on the front, still sharp and neat

July on the clock, twelve-forty-three

I read that line once, then let it sleep

Bus pass, loose keys, and the red from the seat

That note in the drawer still talk to me

I told myself, “soon”, but soon ran late

Rain on the panes and the latch won’t shake

If I reach in now, I might not be brave

Still sat in the dark with the words I saved

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Top drawer stuck, got to tug on the side

Receipt for the yard and a cracked phone line

Your little doodle from the back of ’09

Beside that note where I crossed out mine

Dead battery glow on the ten-year charger

Moth-eaten jumper, the thread runs darker

I fold that page like a cheap white marker

But the ink stays wet when I think on after

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

One day I’ll clear it, tip the tray out

Find that old stamp, put the page face down

Or I’ll take the train and hand it back now

But my hand stays still when the door swings round

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer

Still in the drawer