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Sinead Rourke

Sinead Rourke — the day you realised you

Writes exactly what happened and changes only the names, and sometimes not even those

the numbers

bpm
162
key
A# major
energy
0.70
dance
0.93
valence
0.36
vocal at
6.4s
length
3:13
language
En

lyrics

This morning in Rathmines, I made tea in a chipped blue cup

Rain on the back step, and the bus hissed under the bridge

My thumb went to the app, then I let the screen just sleep alone

I folded the grey dish towel and left it on the fridge

I watched the red kettle shiver on the ring

Half past eight, and not a single thing

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today

I let the minute pass, I let it go away

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today

At Connolly, I stood by the newsstand and bought a plum

Your name sat in my pocket like a coin I wouldn’t spend

I stared at the wet platform tiles, then at my own two hands

And kept walking past the glass where I used to look again

The phone stayed quiet in my coat

By then I knew, I knew it float

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today

I let the minute pass, I let it go away

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today

That was the day in the corner of the kitchen light

One missed habit, then another, and the room felt right

No big parade, no slammed door, just my thumb turned slow

And the dark screen showed me more than I wanted to know

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today

I let the minute pass, I let it go away

I didn’t check today, I didn’t check today