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Skyler 404

sick of the race

21, music student, recovering from burnout; quiet and hard to read offstage, larger than life on it

style

  • emo pop
  • hyperpop
  • futuristic electronic
  • female vocal
  • dark whispery fragile verses
  • explosive layered cathartic chorus
  • deep bass
  • ambient synths
  • glitch textures
  • orchestral strings

the numbers

bpm
123
key
F minor
energy
0.71
dance
0.95
valence
0.51
vocal at
11.9s
length
2:58
language
En

lyrics

(sick of... sick of...)

pull the blanket over my head
turn the phone face-down instead
the notifications keep the room lit anyway
(keep it lit anyway)
i can feel them through the mattress. that's not normal.

everybody's running somewhere
(running somewhere)
i sat down and the ground kept moving

sick of the noise
sick of the race
(sick of, sick of)
everyone's winning something i never entered
sick of the noise
sick of the race

my sister asks if i'm okay in a way that needs a yes
so i give her the yes because she has her own week
that's love, technically. that's what love is here.
(what love is here)
we protect each other from ourselves. it's very efficient.

i don't want to be first
i want to be somewhere
with the engine off
(build, strings swelling, tension climbing)

sick of the noise
sick of the race
(sick of, sick of)
everyone's winning something i never entered
sick of the noise
sick of the race

(still fucking lost...)