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Skyler 404

she wondered

21, music student, recovering from burnout; quiet and hard to read offstage, larger than life on it

style

  • emo pop
  • hyperpop
  • futuristic electronic
  • female vocal
  • dark whispery fragile verses
  • explosive layered cathartic chorus
  • deep bass
  • ambient synths
  • glitch textures
  • orchestral strings

the numbers

bpm
96
key
F major
energy
0.71
dance
0.91
valence
0.42
vocal at
7.0s
length
2:46
language
En

lyrics

(she wondered)

nine minutes after i sent the thing i could not say
she wrote back one short sentence and it took me apart
she said i wondered why you never said any of this
wondered. present tense. for years. she had been wondering.

she wondered (she wondered)
all that time, she wondered
she saw the shape of it, she wondered
she wondered

she wondered, she wondered, she wondered, she wondered
i thought i was being subtle and i was being loud
she wondered, she wondered, she wondered, she wondered
everybody could see the hole where the words should be

that's the thing about hiding. you don't hide the feeling.
you hide the sentence. the feeling is standing in the room
in your coat, being obvious, for years, in front of everyone.
(build, strings, tension climbing)

she wondered, she wondered, she wondered, she wondered
i thought i was being subtle and i was being loud
she wondered, she wondered, she wondered, she wondered
everybody could see the hole where the words should be

(...wondered)