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NULL CHAPEL

Not for her

Former church organist

the numbers

bpm
92
key
F minor
energy
0.73
dance
0.94
valence
0.48
vocal at
6.3s
length
3:04
language
En

lyrics

Grandma at the Formica table, June heat on the floor

Her Bible got a coffee ring, thumbprints by the door

She said, "I seen your man at church, he talks too nice by name"

Then she folded up the paper like she was snuffing flame

She got her cane by the dented stove

She shook her head, she made it known

If the neighbors clap, let them clap

She don't bless it, she don't tap

Not for her

Not for her

Not for her

Not for her

She keeps her hands on the chair

At eight-fifteen, her screen lit up with ten blue hearts

A cousin sent a smiling face, she tore it clean apart

She tapped her ring on the windowsill, slow, like a measured tone

"Everybody can approve," she said, "I still call that my own"

She got her cane by the dented stove

She shook her head, she made it known

If the choir sways, let them sway

She don't give ground, she don't pray that way

Not for her

Not for her

Not for her

Not for her

She keeps her hands on the chair

On Saturday, eleven o'clock, she ironed one white scarf

Wiped the dust off the family frame, then laughed out one sharp bar

She said, "I love you, baby, but I like my judgment hard"

And every yes came back like nails when it hit that yard

Not for her

Not for her

Not for her

Not for her

She keeps her hands on the chair
Not for her — NULL CHAPEL · FERAL