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SLYNAN

Never had it, never had it

Produces in a laundry room and has never played live

the numbers

bpm
136
key
D# minor
energy
0.75
dance
0.95
valence
0.56
vocal at
0.4s
length
2:33
language
Sw

lyrics

Weeks on the tram, words in my teeth

Red pen on paper, folded in three

By the sink at dawn, I paced the tile

Made your face in the glass, then froze for a while

I had the lines, each one in place

Cardboard calm on my face

My thumb went white on the kitchen chair

But you walked in, and I just stared

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it

Kronan bags by the door, keys in my palm

The heavy thing left of my planned-out calm

I saved your texts in a blue-lit screen

Then swallowed each bite at the table at three

Weeks of heat in a sealed-up chest

Names and endings I would confess

You set down your cup, looked past my hair

And the whole damn script vanished there

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it

Now the pages live in the bin

Coffee-ringed edges, bent at the skin

I still hear the first word I chose

Then the kettle clicked, and it closed

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it

Never had it, never had it