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THE LAST ROW

Never had it

Sings the last song of the night in a theatre where nobody stays for the last song

the numbers

bpm
144
key
F major
energy
0.71
dance
0.93
valence
0.51
vocal at
24.4s
length
3:54
language
En

lyrics

I laid out my case on the blue-check cloth

At half past eight by the Belfast loaf

Your mug was chipped, and the sink was full

I learned my lines by the window's pull

I said them once in the butter light

Then twice to the tiles in the dead of night

Weeks in my mouth like a penny on ice

But when you came in, I rolled the dice

The train on the bridge, the kettle on boil

My hands on the edge of the kitchen foil

I looked at your shoes by the back door mat

And all of my courage went flat

Never had it

Never had it

Never had it

Never had it

I kept the script

In my coat

I kept the script

By my throat

I wrote your replies on a torn receipt

Beside the turnip peels and the tea

The good one went dead with the shopping list

The cruel one sat there in my fist

I practised the hurt in the hall by the stairs

Past the red umbrella, the spare IKEA chair

But you kissed my cheek and asked for bread

And every hard word stayed in my head

Never had it

Never had it

Never had it

Never had it

I kept the script

In my coat

I kept the script

By my throat

Now the page is folded in the sugar tin

Under the coin tray, under the gin

Maybe I needed your door slammed shut

Maybe I needed to spit it out

But the cups stayed warm, and the dog went past

And the night kept moving, slow and fast

So I swallowed the line I was meant to send

And saved the war for the week-end

Never had it

Never had it

Never had it

Never had it

I kept the script

In my coat

I kept the script

By my throat
Never had it — THE LAST ROW · FERAL