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AURELIA NOVA

My own party

Sang at resort hotels for six summers and learned exactly what makes a crowd move

the numbers

bpm
136
key
F minor
energy
0.70
dance
0.94
valence
0.56
vocal at
6.3s
length
4:51
language
Ro

lyrics

I turned the phone face down at eight

Left cake in the box by the plate

One blue scarf on the chair by the door

I chose the quiet and wanted more

Keys in the bowl, no shoes in a line

A square of cold light, and I’m fine

Bucharest rain tapped the glass by the sill

I watched it all, and I chose it still

No knock at my door

No seat set for two

I lit one small candle

Just to see it through

My own party

My own party

My own party

My own party

I’m dancing with me tonight

I sliced up the tangerine slow

Put one red bow on the chair row

Seven pink balloons hit the ceiling low

I laughed at the mess, let it go

The spoon in the sink made a tiny clean ring

My old radio found a bright little swing

I wore silver shoes for the kitchen floor

No one was missing, I wanted this more

My own party

My own party

My own party

My own party

I’m dancing with me tonight

A small gold watch said nine-fifteen

The frosting stayed soft, white and clean

I gave myself space, and that was enough

No rescue, no drama, just simple and tough

My own party

My own party

My own party

My own party

I’m dancing with me tonight
My own party — AURELIA NOVA · FERAL