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WILDER THAN THIS

MEDICATION MATH

Was medicated into silence at nineteen and writes now exactly as loud as she actually is

style

  • raw defiant pop
  • huge belted female vocal
  • sparse verses into enormous chorus
  • live drums and distorted piano
  • unfiltered emotional delivery
  • american accent
  • unhinged and triumphant
  • american accent
  • unhinged
  • defiant

the numbers

bpm
136
key
A# major
energy
0.67
dance
0.93
valence
0.51
vocal at
1.9s
length
2:42
language
En

lyrics

Twenty milligrams is manageable, forty's a career
Sixty and I'm pleasant and I don't write anything
And the doctor did the arithmetic and made himself quite clear
And nobody did the other sum, the one about the thing

What it costs to be easy. Nobody prices that.
Nobody ever wrote it on the label of the tab.

Medication math, medication math, and I'm not saying don't
I'm saying somebody should have told me what the trade would be
Medication math, medication math, and I know you think I won't
But I did the sum myself at thirty and I chose the noise, and me

I'm not telling anybody else to do what I have done
I'm the worst example and the only one I've got

Medication math, medication math, and I'm not saying don't
I'm saying somebody should have told me what the trade would be
Medication math, medication math, and I know you think I won't
But I did the sum myself at thirty and I chose the noise, and me

And some days I'm not sure. Most days I am.
MEDICATION MATH — WILDER THAN THIS · FERAL