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Skyler 404

lost

21, music student, recovering from burnout; quiet and hard to read offstage, larger than life on it

style

  • emo pop
  • hyperpop
  • futuristic electronic
  • female vocal
  • dark whispery fragile verses
  • explosive layered cathartic chorus
  • deep bass
  • ambient synths
  • glitch textures
  • orchestral strings

the numbers

bpm
96
key
G# major
energy
0.69
dance
0.91
valence
0.43
vocal at
8.8s
length
2:43
language
En

lyrics

(lost... lost...)

i had a map of who i was supposed to be at nineteen
i followed it perfectly and arrived somewhere else
that's not the map's fault, i checked, i keep checking
(keep checking)
the map was fine. the girl reading it kept changing.

everybody's very proud of me
(very proud)
for things i did while completely lost

lost
(lost, lost)
not the scared kind, the quiet kind
lost
still moving, still smiling, still fucking lost

burnout isn't dramatic, that's the marketing problem
it's just doing everything correctly and feeling nothing
i played a sold out room and thought about laundry
(about laundry)
that's the whole illness in one sentence, really

if somebody found me
would they know what they'd found
would i
(build, strings, tension climbing)

lost
(lost, lost)
not the scared kind, the quiet kind
lost
still moving, still smiling, still fucking lost

(anyway...)