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BINT AL SOT

IS THAT MY VOICE

Her mother's wedding recordings, cut up beyond recognition and rebuilt

style

  • trap
  • 808
  • distortion
  • distorted bass
  • glitch
  • whyte gurl
  • female vocals
  • glitch-hop
  • hard-hitting drums
  • chopped vocal stutters

the numbers

bpm
144
key
F minor
energy
0.71
dance
0.95
valence
0.54
vocal at
13.5s
length
7:59
language
Ar

lyrics

(sawti?)

Sharit tasjilat farah ummi min soug al-jumaa
I bought my mother's wedding tapes back from a market stall
Kanet bitghanni fi 1989 w ana ma kuntu mawjooda
She was singing in 1989 and I did not exist yet

And I cut her into eight hundred pieces!
And I put the pieces under an 808!
And I called it mine, and it is not mine, and I called it mine!

Is that my voice, is that my voice
She asked me that, quietly, in a kitchen
Is that my voice, is that my voice
And I said no, that is your breathing

Al-nafas huwa illi baqi. Al-kalimat rahat. Al-nafas baqi.
The breathing is what survived. The words did not. The breathing did.

And I cut her into eight hundred pieces!
And I called it mine, and it is not mine!

Is that my voice, is that my voice
And I said no, that is your breathing

(nafas...)