I stopped checking

the numbers

bpm

136

key

E minor

energy

0.74

dance

0.95

valence

0.49

vocal at

5.7s

length

4:28

language

Fi

lyrics

Blue dawn on Hämeentie, my thumb on the glass

Kallio bus fogged up, I watched it all pass

Your name stayed quiet; I let it stay blank

By the tram stop at six, I could feel the drop in the tank

I opened the app, then I locked the screen

Saw my own face back, pale in the green

No fresh little circle, no ache in the chest

Just the kettle in the sink and a life at rest

I stopped checking

I stopped checking

I stopped checking

I stopped checking

Two mugs in the rack, one with a chip in the side

Rain on the courtyard, slow and wide

Your photo sat there like a book on a shelf

And I kept my hands busy, leaving me to myself

I reached for the scroll, then I left it alone

The train under Pasila shook through the bone

At ten forty-two, I let the habit go

Like a coat on the chair when the room ran cold

I stopped checking

I stopped checking

I stopped checking

I stopped checking

In the elevator mirror, my eyes looked clear

No pinch in the gut when your face appeared

So I let the phone lie face-down by the bed

And the silence grew clean in the space you left

I stopped checking

I stopped checking

I stopped checking

I stopped checking