I made it on my own
21, music student, recovering from burnout; quiet and hard to read offstage, larger than life on it
the numbers
- bpm
- 185
- key
- F major
- energy
- 0.72
- dance
- 0.95
- valence
- 0.48
- vocal at
- 6.9s
- length
- 3:07
- language
- En
lyrics
Cardboard by the radiator, one fork and one pan My coat on the chair, still smelling like the train Kungsholmen keys in my palm, I am my own plan A bag of rice on the counter, a bruise-colored stain I rinse the bowl in the sink Watch the water run thin A window over the yard And the whole night folding in First meal, first meal, first meal, first meal I made it on my own First meal, first meal, first meal, first meal In a room with no old home I cut one onion slow on the butcher-block board The smoke alarm blinked once when the butter hit the heat Östersund in the dishes, packed away in the drawer Now a chipped white plate and my boots by my feet I stir and I listen close To the fridge in the hall Every little clink and tap Feels too big in this small First meal, first meal, first meal, first meal I made it on my own First meal, first meal, first meal, first meal In a room with no old home I set two spoons out Then I laugh at the thought Just me and the steam And the minutes I bought First meal, first meal, first meal, first meal I made it on my own First meal, first meal, first meal, first meal In a room with no old home
