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Bram de Vries

I held it in my fist all night

His father raved in the 90s and he is doing it louder to make a point

the numbers

bpm
89
key
F# minor
energy
0.76
dance
0.94
valence
0.54
vocal at
3.6s
length
3:09
language
Du

lyrics

I wrote it on a bus card, folded in my coat

By Witte de With, I practiced every note

Three cups on the table, one spoon, one stain

I heard your train door shut, I counted it again

Seven nights, same words in my jaw

Thumb on the window, staring at the wall

I knew your face, I knew my part

But the room stayed sealed, and so did my heart

Paper fight, paper fight, paper fight, paper fight

I held it in my fist all night

Paper fight, paper fight, paper fight, paper fight

Never reached your hand, never got a bite

At Blaak station, 6:12, I stood in place

Receipt in my pocket, red marks on my page

I kept my voice low, like I could keep it clean

Then you walked right past, and I stayed unseen

Paper fight, paper fight, paper fight, paper fight

I held it in my fist all night

Paper fight, paper fight, paper fight, paper fight

Never reached your hand, never got a bite

Now the kettle clicks in the empty flat

My notes on the floor, my shoes by the mat

I rehearsed your name till the edges frayed

And still that whole big war just stayed unsaid

Paper fight, paper fight, paper fight, paper fight

I held it in my fist all night

Paper fight, paper fight, paper fight, paper fight

Never reached your hand, never got a bite