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SÓLA JUNE

I don't check

Mother stayed in Lagos

the numbers

bpm
108
key
D# minor
energy
0.73
dance
0.93
valence
0.50
vocal at
9.4s
length
2:21
language
En

lyrics

Wet hair, small mirror, blue towel on the rail

I left your chat on read, then cleared the stale

Third cup of tea, cold on the side board

I reached for your name, then my thumb got bored

Peckham bus lane, rain on my sleeves

I watched your last post and felt my chest ease

No knot in my stomach, no need to hide

Just me and the kettle, standing by

I don't check

I don't check

I don't check

I don't check

And it feels so light

My phone stays face-down

I don't check

Mint lid lip balm, train seat, cracked blue case

Your photo slid past like a random face

Still had your hoodie by the boot on the floor

Folded it neat, and I wanted it less than before

Dalston market, mango in my bag

I saw your name flash and I didn't drag

No second glance, no ache in my hand

I let that moment just land

I don't check

I don't check

I don't check

I don't check

And it feels so light

My phone stays face-down

I don't check

Flat keys, red nails, October receipts

Your old voice note hid under my beats

I heard that laugh and it barely moved me

That's how I knew what I couldn't unsee

I don't check

I don't check

I don't check

I don't check

And it feels so light

My phone stays face-down

I don't check