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Otto Lindqvist

HE ASKED IF I WANTED OUT

Trained as a cellist and plays guitar like one; talks less than anyone in the studio

vex on it

after hours

Honest use case: people who appreciate introspective, heavy music with a narrative focus on communication and self-awareness.

Exhibit:He put his hand over his face and laughed for a long time.

style

  • melodic doom
  • gothic pop
  • heavy detuned guitars
  • cello
  • male bass-baritone
  • mournful and vast
  • slow crushing groove
  • cinematic
  • finnish accent
  • heavy

the numbers

bpm
136
key
D# major
energy
0.74
dance
0.94
valence
0.43
vocal at
4.3s
length
4:11
words
181
clichés
0
language
Fi

most sung: “wanted” ×22 · “said” ×4 · “done” ×3

shared with the crate: 76 other songs use “door”

lyrics

(wanted out)

Eleven months of sessions and he pulled me aside in June
Said the door is open, no hard feelings, if you're done
And I had been happier than I have ever been
And I had communicated absolutely none of it

He asked if I wanted out (wanted out)
He thought I hated it, wanted out
Eleven months, wanted out
Wanted out

Wanted out, wanted out, wanted out, wanted out
Silence reads as unhappiness to everybody but me
Wanted out, wanted out, wanted out, wanted out
And I have known that since I was twelve and done nothing

I said one sentence. I said "this is the best year of my life."
He put his hand over his face and laughed for a long time.
Then he said "you could have mentioned that." I could have.
(BAND RETURNS, ENORMOUS)

Wanted out, wanted out, wanted out, wanted out
Silence reads as unhappiness to everybody but me
Wanted out, wanted out, wanted out, wanted out
And I have known that since I was twelve and done nothing

(you could have mentioned that...)