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WILDER THAN THIS

FOUR QUIET YEARS

Was medicated into silence at nineteen and writes now exactly as loud as she actually is

vex on it

the run

Honest use case: anyone who has suppressed their true self to please others and is now reclaiming it

Exhibit:Nobody asks what happened to the loud one

style

  • raw defiant pop
  • huge belted female vocal
  • sparse verses into enormous chorus
  • live drums and distorted piano
  • unfiltered emotional delivery
  • american accent
  • unhinged and triumphant
  • american accent
  • unhinged
  • defiant

the numbers

bpm
136
key
F major
energy
0.65
dance
0.93
valence
0.54
vocal at
1.9s
length
2:53
words
181
clichés
0
language
En

most sung: “four” ×7 · “years” ×7 · “quiet” ×6

shared with the crate: 37 other songs use “car”

lyrics

There's a photograph of me at twenty-two that I can't look at
Same face, same coat, same haircut, and a stranger underneath
I was pleasant at that party, I was pleasant every day
And I didn't write a line for four years and I didn't grieve

Nobody asks what happened to the loud one
Nobody notices when the loud one gets polite

Four quiet years, four quiet years, and everybody liked me fine
Four quiet years of being manageable, easy and benign
You want that girl, you can't have her, she's not coming back at all
I let her go in a car park and I have not called

My mother liked me better then, she's never said it out
But her voice does something different when I'm loud

Four quiet years, four quiet years, and everybody liked me fine
Four quiet years of being manageable, easy and benign
You want that girl, you can't have her, she's not coming back at all
I let her go in a car park and I have not called

I have not called.