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Ravi Chandran

Can’t delete, can’t look

Wedding singer for a decade who knows exactly when a room is about to turn

the numbers

bpm
129
key
C major
energy
0.71
dance
0.94
valence
0.57
vocal at
2.9s
length
3:04
language
Si

lyrics

I swipe past the album, thumb wet from the rain

Your face on the screen in the train to Bambalapitiya lane

At the red light, my phone goes cold in my hand

One photo, one glance, and I can't make it stand

I lock the screen, then I unlock it again

The fan turns slow in the corner by ten

I keep it in the folder named after that day

My finger says go, then it pulls away

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

That one frame stays put

That one frame stays put

On Galle Road evening, the tuk-tuk shakes dust

Your smile in the thumbnail still gathering rust

The battery drops low, the charger hangs loose

I turn off the phone, but the picture cuts through

I tell myself later, I tell myself now

The screen lights up blue in the dark of the house

Your sandal by the door, your cup by the sink

I blink at the edge, but I don't let it link

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

That one frame stays put

That one frame stays put

I set it face-down by the plate and the spoon

Still it finds my eyes at the crack of noon

If I tap and hold, my thumb starts to shake

If I close my hands, the whole frame won't break

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

Can’t delete, can’t look

That one frame stays put

That one frame stays put