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Priya Nair

Borrowed your word

Writes anti-love songs in a film industry that only commissions love songs

the numbers

bpm
99
key
C major
energy
0.71
dance
0.93
valence
0.46
vocal at
8.7s
length
3:33
language
Ta

lyrics

In the glass at Park Station

I caught your word in my mouth

Not mine, not mine, I know it

But it keeps coming out

At the tea shop near Adyar

I asked for it by name

The man just looked at me once

And I felt the small, strange shame

On my tongue, it sat so neat

Like a spoon in a steel tumbler

I said it, and I meant it

Now my own words feel thinner

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

It slips out first

Before I know

Borrowed your word

And I let it go

On the bus by Saidapet

I said it to my friend

She laughed, "That sounds like you now"

And I said it again

In my notes on the kitchen table

Next to a வாங்க? and a date

Your word sits there in pencil

Like it always knew my place

My mother heard me say it

By the mixer and the sink

She turned her head so slowly

Like she heard me start to sink

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

It slips out first

Before I know

Borrowed your word

And I let it go

Now it lands on my WhatsApp

In a half-typed little line

I delete it, then I type it

Like I signed it as mine

At the சந்தை gate, I whisper

It to the auntie by the sacks

She nods like she already knew

You don't really take it back

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

Borrowed your word

It slips out first

Before I know

Borrowed your word

And I let it go